Why I Gave It Up?!?!?

I know many people I know question my sanity. Why would anyone quit a job that others in the field are clamoring for? Why would you quit when your career is taking off?

It's not what I wanted. I worked....alot. I slept....so little. I stressed....so much. I hated....myself.

My life was taken over...no ....hijacked.

Was this what I wanted. Did I always want to be linked to my phone and take phone calls during dates with my husband or even during my kids' weddings? Ok, so my kids have not gotten married yet, but you get the idea.

I went on a day trip with my husband seven calls. It was ridiculous. It was my time for a change. My time has come. I received an offer from the school district and they asked me to come in for a drug test, physical ability test and a state department of transportation required physical.

I spent quite a bit of time with doctors nurses and physical therapists proving I was physically able to complete the job and safely transport these angels to and from school. I'm thrilled to say I passed all the tests and now I just wait for the fingerprinting and next my first day of training. It'll be AMAZING!!!!

Weekends and holidays off. Yes, less money....but it's truly the simple things in life that matter. Time is the most important. Time is what truly matters.

Unplugged.....Unreachable...Insane?!?!

When we first lost our business and our home in California we also put aside our wants of having a cell phone with us. To be honest, I had withdrawals in the beginning. For five years we refused to have cell phones until we could afford the pricing. Our teens, much to their dismay, didn't have cell phones like their friends and thus were confined to communicating with the old fashioned machine called the telephone. We went on vacations without a phone, we went through day to day life not looking at our phones. We eventually were able to afford our phones as our finances began to become under control. Still our teens grumbled as we refused to give them phone service until they were heading off to college. Last year I spent an entire year being chained to my phone. Every single alert that came across my phone generally meant I had to work. It was mind numbing how many hours of the day I actually poured into using my phone.

I couldn't take the hectic nature of my job and left it as you all know. I continue to keep a tight grip on my phone listening for every alert. Some habits are hard to break, but it feels good to unplug and not worry about what the day will bring workwise.

Am I insane for giving up all of the hustle and bustle? I don't think so. I'm happy with my new jobs I am putting in for that there is no reason I should have to worry about having my phone on at all times of the day or night. I'm hoping I can still keep my sanity and remain unplugged for the most part.

Do you unplug? Have you taken a vacation without worrying about someone trying to reach you?

Like Nailing Jello To a Tree...

That's how easy it has been for me to find a job. I am still running and trying to find something, but I can't help but want to find something that suits the changes I want in my life. Am I crazy? Am I insane? Am I hoping for something that will never come to pass? Crazy, yeah, but that has nothing to do with my job search....it's my family lineage. We love to be zany....quirky is the preferable word. We just like to have fun together and laugh together as a family. Simple enough?

Anyhoo....right now my focus is finding the job that gives me the foundation for my new life. I'd interviewed for one job, but I've heard nothing as of yet. I simply need to wait for the right one and then jump on it and start running.

The Wheels On The Bus.....

I have an interview to be a school bus driver. Yup....never thought this would happen. Why not? Why not bring kids to and from school. If only I can make it through the interview without singing:"The Wheels on the Bus Go Round and Round!"

A New Beginning....

This wasn't planned. Well, in a way it was. I gave my two weeks notice at work and began searching for my new job. What I didn't expect was my now paranoid boss to walk me off early. Granted she still has to pay me through the end of my two weeks notice but she walked in Sunday and told me to turn in my keys and leave with grace. I was so angry. But here I am, away from the poison and it has taken several days to bring myself back to my health. The incessant headaches I've battled from lack of sleep have started to go away. The stress in my body has left for the most part. I never knew how tired I was, but I'm grateful to have emerged and having a supportive loving husband on my side. My kids are on my side as is my family. Walking away is never easy but in this case it was necessary for my sanity.

Now the stress of finding a new job is upon me. I know I will find one. I'm searching 8 hours a day applying and waiting for the calls. I hope it's soon.